So after 3 years we have finally ended forever.
He face-timed me 30 minutes before my work shift, to say ‘I do not think this is working” and there I was crying like a baby. My eyes getting puffier by the second. Which became an awkward event at work.
I know it is for the best, it has been a toxic yet intensely amazing relationship. I think I am to love him till the day I die. But I do know now that we are not meant to be together.
So whats next? I asked myself.
ONLINE DATING
His name was Marcio, he was half Portuguese and half African . Covered in tattoos. A under lip piercing and a nose ring. He studied 3 days a week and worked 40 hours a week. Had 2 sisters and 4 brothers. He was quiet and mysterious and quite refreshing.
By the time I drove home he has made me a home video of my name as a tattoo and told me there was no romantic potential. I agreed with him, but it was like a second dumping in a week. Surprising I was not as hurt as I could of been.
So what did I do that evening?
I wrote a 4 oage hand written letter to my ex. To thank him for the pat 3 years. To let him know I agree with his decision the end it. To tell him I will love him forever but this is my time to look after and take care of me. I ended by saying that maybe once the emotions settle and we have moved on we can turn our romantic love into a platonic one and become friends. I am going to miss that man.
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